With my pinhole work, using an empty box with no mechanics or lens, my photographs are a slow, quiet conversation between camera and subject. From exposure to print, each image is an act of faith, chemistry, and magic.
We rarely see or remember people in a split-second capture of those moments between expressions: our impression is built up from watching them and seeing them over time. I became interested in the possibility of taking photographs of that sense of how we think we see someone. Perhaps it's closer to what a portrait painter would do: watch very closely for a long time, and make an image that holds an impression or memory of their face. For the past three years I have been working on portraits exploring this balance between motion and stillness. Even if you hold as still as you possibly can, over the minutes your expression changes, your face moves, you breathe, your eyes wander. Small movements vanish and soften, others reshape the impression of the face, or leave ghosts of alternate expressions. I keep trying to make photographs of what I think I, and others, look like, keep trying to hold the impression of time in one image.
In the past year I have been trying to transfer this same way of seeing to lens cameras as well, trying to find space to work between slow intensity and the sharpness and suddenness of glass.
I work almost exclusively with black and white film, with three main cameras: a 4x5" wooden pinhole camera made by the Lensless Camera Co, the medium format Rolleiflex 3.5f I inherited from my grandmother, and a 4x5" Toyo field camera which was a gift from a treasured friend. I develop my film in the kitchen sink, and get too few long printing sessions in the local public darkroom where I print with traditional silver, but have been slowly edging towards printing more with platinum/palladium (a beautiful but expensive love affair.)
I live in Edinburgh, Scotland
Katie Cooke on Flickr
Slowlight: a gallery of pinhole photography by Katie Cooke
portraits on katiecooke.com



